Hmmmm where to start? It's been a long month since I last posted, so many things going on, good and bad. What should I start with first? Okay how about the good stuff?
I had another Ultrasound and got some new pictures. The baby is doing fine, VERY active on the screen. I found out that I am actually two days ahead of what I thought I was. We will find out what we are having on Jan 2 ( so 2 1/2 weeks), I totally think it's another boy. I just have that feeling you know. Looks like I made it through this pregnancy with no morning sickness, how great is that :)
I got an A in school on my first course and it's moving right along, I am very happy with it and as soon as this baby is born I will be headed to bigger and better things in life, I am excited! D also finished his first Course at school and hopefully will be getting a job soon with the electician stuff soon.
I have alot more free time coming up now, work is going good.
Okay now on to the not so good stuff. I have been so depressed the last few weeks. Everything gets me so down in the dumps! Money is one of the big things. Right now we are just getting by from our paychecks to paychecks. His are going straight to rent (one whole check each month) and the bills. Then there is my $150 I get from my job each week that pays for the gas in our cars and food for the week. It really is the pits but one good thing is we are pretty much doing this on our own now. We get paid soon and that will go towards the Christmas tree (Austin has been asking for it for two weeks now and we have to keep telling him that we are waiting for the 15th.) a couple small gifts for the boys and the rest goes into bills and our living needs for the next 3 weeks since I will not be working due to the school break. I think things will finally start looking up money wise after the new year, we shall see.
Myself and all the girl on the DT for the only Manuf. DT I was on were let go last week in an email. The company just did not make it in the Scrapbook industry, so it shut down :( ? I am so sad! I am now only on one DT for THEE best DT I have ever been on LRS. It has been the best experience I have had yet with DT's and I am happy to have it. Just bummed about the MD dt but what can I do? I am looking around to see if there is something else out there for me to be apart of, I am giving up on the chances of being on anymore Manuf. DT's so far the ones I have been on or been asked to try out for have all either closed or just stopped talking to the memebers. I am thinking I want to be apart of an online store/Community. I have been in the past and enjoyed it. Just need to look around I guess.
I have been let down by a few people the last couple weeks and it's been depressing. I know the hormones have gotten me all wacky lately but there are certain things you do not do to your friends! The only thing I can think to do, to stop being hurt is to just let them go! It's not worth it to me anymore.
Alright well I need to go clean up the kitchen and the dinner mess. TTYS